How do I remove a lifetime of negativity?

Monday, August 6, 2007
How do I remove a lifetime of negativity?doodle

Ah, another goody. As part of NEQID (my never-ending quest to improve David), I sometimes confront the ugly fact that I am a negative person. Now, before you jump in and tell me how I'm not so negative, that there's an entire world of cynics in line before me, people who think the world will end and all humans are generally evil and despicable beings, let me stop you there. I appreciate your efforts, but I know I'm a negative person. I don't want to be, but I am.

This doodle reflects that. Every time I try to clean off my negativity, there's a lot of shit to work through. It turns out that today I'm again turning the leaf, making this post rather timely. It's clear that when I drew this, I also thought I would turn over the leaf. I guess I have lots of leaves to work through.